I am back

Ber, I am back to Toronto.

How are you doing?

This Peru trip is memorable.

I trekked for 48 km, reached to the summit of snow mountain which is at altitude 4650 mt. I trekked through snow storm, pouring rain, humid rain forest and hot afternoon.  My feet was bleeding and my knees were swallowing. I was sick with fever and  almost frozen to death in midnight. But I did it.

I tried scared medicine named Ayahuasca in dark midnight. I was struggled badly in limbo zone for hours, crying out and waving good bye to my past memories.  But I did it.

At some moments, I wished you would be by my side and hold my hands,  so I wouldn't have to go through all these alone, so I could share my happiest and rewarding moment with you when I reached Machupicchu after going through all these difficulties, so we could witness and experience this beautiful country together by heart.

But I understand that you've told me that I will be alone for my journeys from now on and I will learn to be more brave to face it.

I love you,

and miss you in my heart.

Thanks for your postcard from Italy...I miss everyone who used to be my dear family too.